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I wish I hadn't missed a bit but it wasn't much. basically this is the events after everyone had abandoned Sam and Alex decided to console him.

Alex is played brilliantly by [livejournal.com profile] bastardlyarmed 

Alex Drake:
He's not one to wear his heart on his sleeve. I'm sure he showed you that he loved you in other ways.
Sam Tyler:
We weren't even together.
Alex Drake:
Yes, you were.
Alex Drake:
Why else would you consider him to have broken up with you?
Sam Tyler:
I don't know, poor choice of words I guess.
Alex Drake:
No, it isn't a poor choice of words. I think in your mind, Sam, you thought it was a relationship
Alex Drake:
You treated this whole thing as a relationship
Sam Tyler:
No I didn't
Alex Drake:
And now it hurts you a lot because Gene "broke up" with you.
Sam Tyler:
Falling in love was never part of the deal.
Alex Drake:
But you did.
Alex Drake:
*to herself* Dammit, I'm a police psychologist, not a love doctor. *sighs*
Sam Tyler:
I never told you to talk to me.
Sam Tyler:
In fact, I recall telling you, in the most politely subtle way, to piss off.
Sam Tyler:
I'm sorry. I didn't mean that either. I don't know what's wrong with me.
Alex Drake:
I'm sorry for prying in.
Sam Tyler:
No, I'm sorry.
Sam Tyler:
Really, I shouldn't have said it.
Alex Drake:
No, I'm sorry. I made you talk about something difficult in your life.
Sam Tyler:
He hates me.
Sam Tyler:
I fell in love with him and he hates me and now he'll never talk to me again.
Alex Drake:
Does he?
Alex Drake:
I don't think he hates you, Sam.
Sam Tyler:
His exact words were "Y'know, sometimes, I really hate you, Sam."
Alex Drake:
Key word being "sometimes".
Alex Drake:
But what about the other times?
Sam Tyler:
He risked everything for me and I betrayed him.
Alex Drake:
Is it really betrayal to reveal what you feel for him?
Sam Tyler:
It is when he loses everything because of it.
Alex Drake:
Even you?
Sam Tyler:
That doesn't matter to him.
Sam Tyler:
He doesn't love me.
Alex Drake:
You keep saying that.
Alex Drake:
Did you ever ask him? In private?
Sam Tyler:
You know Gene. A conversation like that would be a disaster.
Alex Drake:
You ask him after a few drinks.
Sam Tyler:
"A few drinks" is what started everything.
Alex Drake:
*frustrated groan*
Sam Tyler:
Would you like a drink?
Alex Drake:
A drink would be nice.
Sam Tyler:
What would you like to drink?
Alex Drake:
*smiles* Merlot.
Sam Tyler:
*comes back with our drinks*
Sam Tyler:
Why are you so interested in my relationship or lack thereof?
Alex Drake:
Thanks. *takes her wine and sips it* It's more about your well-being than your relationship, to be honest.
Alex Drake:
But it seems like they're tied together.
Sam Tyler:
You're not being paid to be here so why do you care?
Alex Drake:
Isn't it natural for someone to ask why someone's sobbing and to help?
Sam Tyler:
Not here it isn't.
Sam Tyler:
What do you want to know specifically?
Alex Drake:
Why you're so intent on hating yourself.
Sam Tyler:
I don't hate myself.
Sam Tyler:
I had my heart broken because I opened my mouth when I knew better. That's not self-hate, that's acknowledging that I fucked up.
Alex Drake:
True...
Sam Tyler:
I thought you were supposed to be the psychologist? ;)
Alex Drake:
Police psychologist, not love doctor.
Alex Drake:
I'm not good at advising people on love, anyway.
Sam Tyler:
Change of conversation then?
Alex Drake:
I suppose. What do you want to talk about?
Sam Tyler:
Well, I did invite you for a drink but that doesn't mean we have to talk about me.
Sam Tyler:
And it would be a shame to waste our evening.
Alex Drake:
*sips wine* Why don't we talk about Gene and the rest of the constructs?
Sam Tyler:
They're not constructs
Sam Tyler:
You see, I thought they were but they're not.
Alex Drake:
How do you know?
Sam Tyler:
Don't you feel anything for anyone here?
Sam Tyler:
Don't you care about anyone?
Alex Drake:
I...I do. I care about Gene. And Chris, and Ray, and Shaz and Viv. But it's not my place.
Sam Tyler:
You can't care about constructs, can you?
Alex Drake:
Yes, you can care about constructs.
Sam Tyler:
What about Shaz?
Alex Drake:
I care about her. I love her.
Sam Tyler:
How can you love a construct?
Sam Tyler:
When you look at her, does she feel like only a construct?
Alex Drake:
Oi, who's the psychologist here? *sips wine*
Sam Tyler:
Hey, you wanted the subject change *shrugs shoulders*
Alex Drake:
And plenty of people love constructs, look at Japan.
Alex Drake:
You got body pillows, dating sims...
Sam Tyler:
That's not love.
Sam Tyler:
Are you saying you're one of those people?
Sam Tyler:
You strike me as being far too practical for that, DI Drake.
Alex Drake:
No, I'm not saying that
Alex Drake:
*embarrassed* Look, maybe they are real. I'm starting to think that as every day passes in this world.
Alex Drake:
But...it's hard to completely think that they're real. Especially when I have a daughter back in 2008 waiting for me.
Sam Tyler:
If it helps you, when I first arrived I thought maybe I'd gone back in time.
Sam Tyler:
Well, it was a possibility.
Sam Tyler:
Maybe this is all real and 2008 is the dream?
Alex Drake:
That can't be true. I saw Gene save my younger self.
Sam Tyler:
Why does everything in my life become connected to Gene?
Alex Drake:
*snorts* You can say that again.
Sam Tyler:
*finishes my drink*
Sam Tyler:
Can I get you another?
Alex Drake:
Please.
Sam Tyler:
*gets you another drink*
Sam Tyler:
You're very lovely
Alex Drake:
Oh, why thank you, Sam. *smiles*
Alex Drake:
You're very lovely as well. It's nice seeing you in person. You're...very different. In the picture in my file, you look lost and forlorn.
Sam Tyler:
{Well, he wants Gene too so they have that in common at least}
Sam Tyler:
I was lost at the time.
Alex Drake:
Lost? I suppose, considering how well you assimilated into the 1970's.
Sam Tyler:
Has a way of growing on you and getting under your skin.
Alex Drake:
You can say that about the 80's as well. Although, fashion was going back to the 80's already...
Sam Tyler:
Another drink?
Alex Drake:
*finishes her wine* Sure.
Sam Tyler:
*comes back with another drink*
Alex Drake:
*feels a bit buzzed, hoping that it's a good drink he's bringing back*
Sam Tyler:
How's the merlot?
Alex Drake:
*grins* Beautiful.
Sam Tyler:
Yeah, you are.
Sam Tyler:
Sorry, I apparently need to slow down. This is me.
Alex Drake:
*smiles* I was talking about the Merlot...are you chatting me up, Sam Tyler?
Sam Tyler:
*suddenly nervous*
Sam Tyler:
N --no, of course not.
Alex Drake:
It's fine if you are, Sam. *smiles*
Alex Drake:
I don't mind.
Sam Tyler:
I don't normally chat anyone up.
Alex Drake:
And I usually ignore those who chat me up but...you're hot.
Sam Tyler:
*small laugh* I think we've both had a bit much to drink.
Alex Drake:
Seconded.
xiilnek :
(*silently disagrees*)
Sam Tyler:
Another drink then?
xiilnek :
(*sits back with popcorn*)
Sam Tyler:
(thinks xiil is hoping for porn and probably has a jar of Nutella sitting next to her)
xiilnek :
(XD That's right, I have nutella now don't I? *contemplates getting it*)
Alex Drake:
Yeah, sure. Something much, much stronger than wine.
Sam Tyler:
What would you like?
Alex Drake:
Scotch? Celebrate unrequited love?
Sam Tyler:
I think that's a brilliant idea
Sam Tyler:
*brings back both our drinks*
Sam Tyler:
When was te last time you've been with someone?
Alex Drake:
Hm. Pete Drake. What a bastard. Left me and my daughter alone.
Sam Tyler:
I'm very sorry to hear that. You haven't been with anyone at all since you've been here?
Sam Tyler:
Not even for a night?
Alex Drake:
Well, I did have this one night stand with a guy I met at Luigi's. We were both very, very drunk.
Alex Drake:
Otherwise, nope.
Alex Drake:
I would ask about you, Sam, but we both know what you've done. You naughty, naughty boy.
Sam Tyler:
How did you know about that?
Sam Tyler:
Wait, what have I done again?
Alex Drake:
Gene, you silly div.
Alex Drake:
Scotch makes me sound like Gene! *giggles*
Sam Tyler:
*lightly laughs*
Sam Tyler:
If I were bold or at least more drunk, I'd ask if I could kiss you.
Alex Drake:
*pulls Sam close and kisses him*
Sam Tyler:
*brings my hand to your face and deepens the kiss*
Alex Drake:
*surprised, groans a little and pushes back, snogging*
Sam Tyler:
*pulls back from the kiss, panting*
Sam Tyler:
I think -- I think we should take this some place private.
Alex Drake:
Agreed.

Alex Drake:
*pushes Sam into her flat, stealing kisses and taking his jacket and shirt off*
Sam Tyler:
*kisses back, hastily removing her shirt to touch the flesh underneath*
Sam Tyler:
*softly caresses her skin, feather-light touches over her breast*
Alex Drake:
*moans, nips at your neck, fumbling over the belt buckle*
Sam Tyler:
*slides hands down your body to grip your arse firmly, pulling you closer, trying to grind my erection against you in languid motion*
Alex Drake:
*yelps in surprise at the arse grab, grinds herself against your erection, moaning, finally gets the belt undone* Stupid. Chastity. Belt.
Alex Drake:
*rips the belt out and pulls down your trousers*
Sam Tyler:
*chuckles slightly into your mouth while fumbling clumsily with your trousers. You don't waste time, do you?
Alex Drake:
*grips your erection, pumping* Does that answer your question, Sammy?
Sam Tyler:
*pulls your trousers down and rubs my hand a couple of strokes to the front of your knickers
Sam Tyler:
*moans*
Sam Tyler:
*walks with you, kissing and touching, leading you towards the bedroom*
Alex Drake:
*moans in pleasure, lets him lead*
Sam Tyler:
*lays you on the bed and starts kissing down your body, pausing on each breast to lightly tease your nipples with my tongue before continuing down your body*
Alex Drake:
*moans* Sam...
Sam Tyler:
*adjusts into position and makes a place for myself between your legs and pauses, looking into your eyes, feeling rather unsure of myself*

Alex Drake:
*looks at him, giggles* I love your eyes.
Sam Tyler:
*Brushes my hand gently over your face*
Sam Tyler:
I -- I can't do this.
Sam Tyler:
You're drunk
Alex Drake:
You're pissed too, more than me, Sammy.
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chamekke:
{*joins Xiilnek and helps herself to popcorn*}
Alex Drake:
*brushes your cheek, then trails the hand down your chest and to your groin*
Sam Tyler:
I can't take advantage of you, and please don't call me Sammy.
Sam Tyler:
We can't
Sam Tyler:
I know I'm not with Gene any more but if I ever hope to be again...
Sam Tyler:
Gene called me Sammy when we...
Sam Tyler:
I'm sorry, Alex. I'm so sorry.
xiilnek :
(*offers chamekke some chocolate*)
chamekke:
{*accepts some, sniffling tearfully*}
Alex Drake:
Sam?
Sam Tyler:
Yes?
xiilnek :
(*hands chamekke a tissue and tries not to give in to the urge to hug Sam*)
Alex Drake:
*kisses him tenderly*
Alex Drake:
Please don't go.
Sam Tyler:
This is such a bad idea.
chamekke:
{*realises is selfishlyh taking Xiilnek's popcorn, chocolate AND tissues*}
Alex Drake:
*tearfully* Please don't go. Stay. Here. Just for a night.
chamekke:
{*hands Xiilnek a quarter*}
Alex Drake:
{i'm about to cry right now, goddamnit, Lucy, you're such a good RPer *sniffles*}
Sam Tyler:
{Should Sam stay or go? *awaits audience votes*}
xiilnek :
(*takes the quarter even though more chocolate is stashed in the purse*)
chamekke:
Stay!!!
xiilnek :
(If Gene finds out Sam stayed he could get jealous. Stay!)
xiilnek :
(Besides, Sammy could use someone to sympathize with him. )
Alex Drake:
{god, i have some really sad love songs playing now}
Sam Tyler:
There are so many reasons why we shouldn't do this, why it's such a bad idea.
Sam Tyler:
But it hurts so damn much right now. Tell me you need this. Tell me you need me, if only for one night.
Alex Drake:
*caresses his cheek* I need you, Sam. Please...
Sam Tyler:
*closes my eyes and nuzzles into the caress*
Alex Drake:
*purrs*
Sam Tyler:
*slides my hands up and down your thighs, still unsure*
Alex Drake:
*moans, writhes a little under your touch* I'm in pain too, you know. I want it to be gone so much...
Sam Tyler:
*slides up closer so that my cock is nudging at your entrance and pauses, waiting a moment*
xiilnek :
(true, but porn watching companions make things more interesting)
Alex Drake:
*looks at him with want in her eyes*
Sam Tyler:
*slides slowly into her tight heat, lips parting in desire*
Alex Drake:
*lets out a yelp of surprise, then moans, caresses his back*
Sam Tyler:
*pauses for a moment and starts to move, building a steady rhythm*
Alex Drake:
Goddamn, Sam....
Sam Tyler:
*slides my hand, caressing your breast, pumping steadily in and out, picking up speed*
Sam Tyler:
*reaches down to capture your lips in another kiss*
Alex Drake:
*kisses back, moans out louder* Fuck, it's so good...
Sam Tyler:
*throws my head back, panting heavily* Fuck... you feel so good... so tight...
Alex Drake:
It's because you have a big cock...*moans, tries to hold back the pleasure*
Sam Tyler:
God... it's so good.... so fucking good.
Alex Drake:
*pants, screams out in pleasure, arches back a little* Oh god, Sam...Sam...harder...
Sam Tyler:
*buries my face into your neck, muffling my own sounds and starts slamming into you as hard as I can*
Alex Drake:
Fuck...
Alex Drake:
*clutches at the sheets and moans*
Alex Drake:
*moans Sam's name repeatedly*
Sam Tyler:
*sucks at your pulse point while pounding into you like a man possessed. Feeling the burn work its way up my spine, needing a release*
Alex Drake:
*tries to hold back the dam of pleasure, bites lip*
Alex Drake:
Please, Sam...
Sam Tyler:
*spills his release, deep inside your tight heat* {bloody hell that sounds lame but it's 4:30am}
Alex Drake:
*orgasms at the same time, moaning Sam's name*
Sam Tyler:
*loses the strength to hold myself up I collapse on top of you*
Alex Drake:
Oof.
Alex Drake:
*giggles madly*
Alex Drake:
*ruffles your hair, too spent to roll you off*
Sam Tyler:
*rolls over and runs my fingers sleepily through your hair* Sorry :)
Alex Drake:
*snuggles close, puts her head on top of your chest, listening to your heartbeat*

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